Wednesday, August 27, 2008

ACTS 20 :24


Acts 20:24 "But none of these things move me, neither count I my life dear unto myself, so that I might finish my course with joy, and the ministry, which I have recieved of the Lord Jesus, to testify the Gospel of the Grace of God."



Hello, this is Joshua Douglass. The father of Jocelyn Nicole Douglass, Jasmine Marie Douglass, Jaquelyn Faith Douglass, and Lil Joshua David Douglass. The entire purpose for this blog is to allow people to see my testimony and true character. The State and some social workers have tried hard to ruin my testimony and portray a false character to the courts and people. "Your testimony is the only thing you can leave here on earth and take to heaven with you," And it is worth fighting for.
My life consists of many different Battles. I am currnetly facing false allegatios of Child abuse. Click the link under "Psalm127v3.blogspot.com" to view the beginning story. The blog has been used by the state to try use agianst me and get a full comprehension of the lies and deciet we have uncovered WITH EVIDENCE. There is not one statement on that site that we do not have evidence to prove. This site is just to keep everyone updated on weekly activities. There are some who believe I am "just running around" down here. I have had some that asked how do I deal with all the pain from being away from my family. There are some who have asked, what is it I do all the time to deal with the pain and stress from being away from my family. The truth is, there is nothing that takes the pain away. But The bible says, "Thou will keep him in perfect peace who's mind is stayed on thee." And then, there is the Social workers for HKI(AN ARM OF DCF) and the State who has tried with all they are worth to destroy my testimony by lies about my past, and to try and torpedo my character. So, ONE MORE TIME, I have nothing to hide in my life that I cannot post here or anywhere so that "people" see the TRUTH!!!


I have made some bad choices in my past and there are things I could have done different growing up. At age 23 My life changed for the Lord and He is why I live my life. Everything in my life revolves around Christ. It wasn't so before, and there are some things the State are saying that are true about my past(Agg. Assault, Uttering a forged instrument, contributing the the Delinquincy of a minor, etc...) But that was many years ago before Jesus took control and changed my life. The things they are wrong about are unbelieveable. They have pergered themselves beyond comprehension and devestated my family without any remorse. "There is NO SUCH THING as sin without sorrow." They might get away with some of the filth they are doing now, but there is coming a day........... "We all must give an account to God..."
"It is better that a millstone be tide around their necks and they be cast into the sea, than that they shoukd offend one of these little ones." Luke 17:2


Now, I am serving God in the greatest Church in America(Calvary Baptist Church, Middleburg Fl,)


The Bible says that there are none righteous, no not one. I may have made bad decisions growing up, but I believe this, "If you are what you was, you ain't" My goals in life are to work with Calvary Baptist Church whether a member here or not, in the All Nations ministry and reach as many people for the Lord as I can before His return.....Rest assure, he is going to return to make all wrongs right. This battle I have faced has hurt in many ways, but it has built my faith and my love for the Lord in leaps and bounds, it has given me the opportunity to speak in many churches and on the steps of the Capitol Building in Washington D.C. I am thankful for the trials for that reason, "The trying of your faith worketh patience" God's ways are so much higher than ours.


My past is not the best, and for that I am ashamed.
Most any sin that you can think of, I’m guilty, I can claim.
I’ve hurt many people deeply, in ways that ought not be.
My wife I’ve mocked and ridiculed while she stayed faithful to me.
I’ve broke the law, spent time in jail, broken wedding vows.
While all the time pretending to be holier than thou.
So many things I’m guilty of, my past is terrible.
At times I think of what I’ve done and it’s almost unbearable.
But what God’ sees as past, people judge me by today.
It’s not their sin, unlike the Samaritan, they look the other way.
They have never stopped to help a brother that is falling.
They ignore the silent voice they hear, for help of one that’s calling.
Bear ye one another’s burdens and so fulfill the law of Christ.
“I have my own concerns; they have chosen to live that life.”
How many people do we pass by that are silently asking for aid?
We go on in our perfect lives, never offering a spiritual band aid.
My life was changed many years ago, and that I owe to Christ.
Today I walk a different man, since he gave me new life.
But there are yet some people who judge me by my past.
They do not know the scripture and that on Jesus my sins are cast.
What people see God knows no more according to His Word.
They think I live a double life, and that my Christianity is absurd.
They’re quick to pick up stones as if they’ve never sinned.
I rejoice that God has kept them from situations I’ve been in.
I’m glad God’s the final judge, that he performs the heart inspection.
There are people in this world that show they have the wrong conception.
If God’s word says all my sins are covered by his love.
Why won’t those people let my past stay underneath the Blood?
I guess the point I’m making, is they believe the change THEY feel.
But when it comes to someone else, God’s change just can’t be real!

8 comments:

Kristi said...

Wow, Joshua, that was an amazing poem. Those last two lines were powerful.

Still praying!
~The Morrow Family

Joshua L. Douglass said...

Thanks, CPS has done everything they can to destroy my testimony and character, this is the only way I felt like I could defend my character to people. "Your estimony is worth fighting for, it is the only thing you can take to heaven and leave here on earth."
-Dr. Dave Douglass

kite said...

josh we just wanted to say that what ever happened in the past stays in the past. thats how we look at things. alls that matters is the person you are today. god has made you . your past should never be brought up its the past all that matters now is your future. everyone has things in there past they are not proud of.god knows all and sees all and yes he is the final judge.

Unknown said...

Too bad this account is disabled...

I'm in the GAP

ISA 59:16....

I'm your Huckleberry

Kyd

Unknown said...

Josh: It does work... Operator Error!!

It was no accident our paths crossed... Praise God I landed where I did to interceed for you in your time of great need... I love you brother... You're the first person I can actually see Jesus in... no wonder I felt compassion and love for you.... You are special... Praying for you and ALL your family always, in the GAP (Isa 59:16).

Kyd

Emo said...

Sir I know your daughter Jackie....I don't know if you realize just HOW much she misses you,but she would give ANYTHING to be with you right now.....

Joshua L. Douglass said...

@Emo And I would give anything to be with her right now as well.

Cowgirl Walking said...

Joshua, as I mentioned in another area on your blog your video God lead across my path tonight it help to bring memories of my childhood back from my dad and myself most of all I want you to know as my daddy used to say to me when I wasn't with him look to the stars babygirl and daddy will be looking too and the moon will be seen by him too that when I say my nightly prayers always remember your daddy and mommy love you all the way to heaven and back through the sunshine on into the rain there is no storm that life can ever go through that Jesus hasn't already went through for us never let the ways of the world get you down HOLD TIGHT TO GOD HE WILL NEVER LET GO OF ALL OF YOU HE HAS YOU ALL IN THE PALMS OF HIS HAND - you are going through ONE SET OF FOOTPRINTS right now to bring for the strong fruitful testimony of all the heavenly band of Angel's watching over you to see and carry you through Psalms 23... HOLD TIGHT TO Ephesians 6:10-20 Philippians 4:13&19 and Genusis 1 - Revelation 22 JESUS is coming Soon! Prayer Warriors are united and we will not cease for you and your family In Jesus Love by God's glory your sister in Christ Becca aka Cowgirl Walking 4 Jesus